18th birthday

Today is 16th November! My birthday~
I have be an adult already~ No more underage :p

This is my happiest birthday since before!
Maybe it's because the presence of you had made everything looks different.
Thank my friend, my family and especially my beloved dear~

The birthday party really made me 'surprised' even I had know how you people're planning.
Many friends were absent but I still can receive you gals' wishes.
However, I had the strange feel because less of attending of Annie, Kitty, Bernice, Stacy and Selvi.

My dear rushed here yesterday to celebrate my birthday.
It's so surprised and shocked between happy and sweet.
He treats me so nice :)))))
This is the first time I celebrated birthday with him. It is totally awesome and happy~

Lastly, thanks my family, especially my dear parents.
My family and I had a dinner with my dear boyfriend and his cousin just now.

Thank you everyone~~~

Being an adult, I will be more independent and mature.
18 is the first step turn into an adult. I will do my best, surely.

Love them ♥

I'm just backed from my grandma's house. It's fun and enjoyable.
36 people gathered together to celebrate grandma's birthday. She is 72 years already.
It's almost all of her sons, daughters and grandsons went back for her birthday.
Undeniably, we had a jolly time together. The time spent with lovely family is totally joyful.
Unfortunately, I forgot to take some photos... :(
I'm happy and get away from WORK although felt tired and unwell during this trip.

Spend more time with the elders... Every meeting with them likely will be the last meeting...
Every birthday likely will be the last birthday we celebrated with them...
Every talking probably will be the last time we heard their voice...
Don't complain on them...
Maybe, they will nag on you. It is because they care about you.
Maybe, their memory ability will become weaker...
Maybe, you will getting trouble with their health problems. It is because they were too busy for work and livelihood of family when they were young...
Never leave them alone. Elders may need more caring and loving when getting old...

Finally, I hope my grandma getting more healthy.

“露骨表白”

朋友们~即使分隔再远，你们终究是我最要好的朋友。今年的生日，为你们庆祝生日的不再是我们这群朋友，但还愿你们不会忘记那份我们一起庆生的心情，那段将留在脑中很久很久的回忆。
人说，回忆是美好的，想起与你们的点点滴滴，有些模糊，有些深刻。但无法否认的是，我们一起渡过了很多的日子，你们陪我走过了许多的阶段，有一起奋斗，一起欢笑，一起难过，一起玩闹等等。谢谢你们的陪伴，朋友~
如今，和你们已相隔两岸，彼此间的联络确实少了，距离的确是很可怕的，它的确有能力拉远彼此的关系。我无法保证日后我们是否还是这么要好，毕竟将来的生活里，我们还会与许许多多的人邂逅。但是，我是不会忘记你们的，还要我们一起疯狂的岁月！即使日后将只剩下零零碎碎的片段，但还要记得少年时曾有过的疯狂无畏，更要记得那群好友们！就因为那是的年幼无知，才编成这些难忘的回忆。
离家在外，记得要顾好身子。求学生涯，难免因为课业考试压力绷紧，行程紧迫，但切记要时刻保持身心健康！健康是一切的资本。不要为了迎合时代而强迫自己的改变。我们人呢，是永远赶不上时间的，即使再怎样的使全力狂追。
最后，送上一句“生日快乐”！准备好向十八岁的展翅翱翔吧！勇敢地追求那属于你的那片天。愿心想事成、事事顺利！

Friends...

Looks any different? 

Miss my friends badly :(

Fortunately, I skyped with them that day. It's awesome!

I had joined Twitter too due to Niz's ask. So far, It's okay that I can write anything as it may be my vent tool? I think so. 

Friends~ Miss you so much... :(

Long time no meet with you gals... 

Happy mooncake festival...

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!

Happy? How is the feeling of happy? I am confused about it...
I had forget how laugh sincerely since how long time already...
Sometimes, I'm laughed loudly without any purpose or reason...
Sometimes, I'm down but I am unclear with the reason too...
Is it my life is going with some problems?
Maybe... I think like that as it is I hope so...

My life is too meaningless, especially for this year, 2012...
What I did most frequently in this year? WAITING...
First, I waited for March, which is the reveal of SPM results.
Next, I waited for May,which is SECOND batch National Service...
Then, I waited for July, which is the releasing from National Service Camp...
After that, I waited for September, as I am informed by certain university that I am ready for their September intake...
Unfortunately, I have no such good luck thus I need to WAIT again...

Now, what I do everyday?
Eating, drinking, sleeping, working and online...
I had make a round trip form working shop and my home...
Maybe, my life is too boring too...

I had learned some lessons that are valuable too although my life is passed meaningless...
I obtained them from National Service and working too...
I learnt that how is important of independent.
Don't rely on others. Don't desire any care or attention from others. Please protect your own prestige.
Life is yours. Nobody will live your life for you.

Vent

Nobody will be satisfied with his/ her life. Everybody keeps complain about their life. Me TOO.
The first thing I think everyday when I wake up is "today still need go to work..." It's how annoying and weird. I did the chores repeatedly everyday moreover the chores I dislike the most. Everyday, every minute, every second, I am waiting for time passing with my sleepy face and heavy eyelids.
All of you are complaining about study, homework, assignment, tests... Have you ever know that what I face everyday? The messy clothes and the disgusting customers! I prefer to face what you are complaint.
Unfortunately, I was chosen to have this kind of life instead of choose the life which I admired... Between "choose" and "chosen", I have no choice... I can't be a burden... I can't ignore the bitterness of you...
Please remember that someone is longing for something which you dislike. Did you know what is her feeling when you complain in front of her every time?

Please don't attempt to challenge my patience. I am not patient as you think.
Please don't look at me with your suspicious eyes. I am not rely on you.
Please don't slam door at me. I don't owe you a debt!