有些事终究是改变不了的……
这两天的我，过的很辛苦，很辛苦，很累很累，很难过很难过……
不是因为学习，不是因为想家，而是因为有些人，一些讲话不经大脑的人……
你，三番四次的惹恼我了，你知道吗？
即使我的脾气再不好，也不会当面放黑脸生气的，可你却一再地挑战我的耐力吗？
当一个人正回答你的问题时，你可以放低你的声音不要重复地问你的问题吗？她不是正在回答了吗？当她不见时，你们有找过她吗？没有！那么凭什么质问她？
当你请教他人时，可以就只是请教而已吗？不需要用挑衅的语气去挑战她的！也许对你来说是没什么意思的话，但是对她而言却很伤人，懂吗？
一两次的无心之过是可以随风飘散的，但是无心之过堆多了，很伤人的……
如果别人找别的位子坐，不坐在她身边，那不证明她臭！知不知道这是人身攻击？你以为是玩笑吗？真不好意思，她开不起玩笑的……每一个玩笑，她都会认真地看待的……
你是不是对她有很大意见呢？
为什么每一句话一定要带一把锋利的刀呢，一刀一刀地刺着那伤口……
我有我的习惯，习惯走在人群的后面，为什么要逼我改我的习惯呢？
你们说的话题，我也融不入，何必要我走在一起献丑呢？
如果不是关心我，就请别多问我的事……
你以为你的玩笑带来娱乐吗？我倒觉得那是在某些人伤口上撒盐的作为……
原来，有些事情不是努力就能够的……努力加强人际关系，可是还是失败了……
还是想躲回那个属于自己的蜗壳里，至少不会被伤到……
也许，我不该跟他们打成一片的……那个并不属于我的圈子……
也许，我还是做回那个沉默是金的玲玲好一些……
结果还是一样，像国民服务的那段时间，无法适应新的朋友，无法融入新的组群……
可是那时至少好过一些吧，至少不会莫民奇妙被伤，不会无端端地说……
她们不理是不理，但也不会多问吧……
这时的我，非常的想念那些中学时期的朋友们~那些了解我的朋友们~
是不是我无法尝试和新的人沟通呢？
2013/03/18
2013/03/11
一个人在外……
回顾之前的帖子，一点一滴……
些许后悔，再忙再累也不该忘记部落格吧，也应该记录一点一滴的……
至少那是长大的心路程，至少若有时日回忆起，那将是另一番的味道吧……
一个人出外读书，真的开始慢慢地长大吧……
开始明白在家是最幸福最快乐的，只是儿时的当儿，总是想要往外跑，越远越好，因为那时想挣开父母的掌心；如今挣开了，却发觉在他们身边是最美好的
开始知道无论多昂贵，多丰富的菜肴都比不上妈妈的佳肴……
每一次和妈妈通电，都好想家……
『近在咫尺的当儿总是不珍惜，远在天边时却极度思念』
买东西的当儿，总会多想想，多做比较，想想努力打拼的父母，想想荷包里所剩无几……
在家，妈妈总会准备好好需要的，现在，开始慢慢地学会如何买东西，如何善用
一个人在外，开始学会抵抗寂寞，开始晓得生命里不是所有人都是我们生活的一份子，有一些只不过是个过客，还是路人甲乙丙丁……
开始明白，交朋友不是那么难，只要有那颗心，每天面对着同样的人，多多少少都会有些熟识……
『时间会拉近彼此，也会拉开彼此』
大学的生活，没有想象中的轻松精彩……
看着个个努力啃书的背影，深怕自己一个不小心就摔了个踉跄……
『只有不停地耕耘，才有甜美的果实吗？』
如果一个人不知自己要的是什么种类的果实，他的耕耘还有效吗？
一个人在外独立的生活，难免会困难点，难免会坎坷点
但也有些不一样的收获吧……
妈妈曾问，“会不会像国民服务那样，吵着要回家？”
我说：“这是我自己的决定，不是逼不得已的。”
是的，因为是自己的决定，所以再辛苦，再难，再累，也会熬下去的！
Friends:)
However, true friends are like candle, they give you strength and energy whenever you need.
True friend will laugh and play together with you. When you made something stupid, they will laugh loudly non-stop. When you made some mistake, they will score you because they're care about you and correct it together with you. They are willing to share happiness and hardships with you.
True friends give you support and directly give bad comment when you did something wrong.
True friends make you life meaningful and joyful.
They accompany you throughout sweet even hard moment. You will chase dreams each other in the time.
You may fight with them, but it doesn't matter because you're care about each other.
Friendship can be fragile as glasses or hard as diamonds, just depend on how you treat it :)
2013/03/07
别气馁~
遇到挫折困难的当儿，想起那群曾经同在一起经历过风风雨雨的朋友们
也许时间距离将我们隔了很远，让我们间的感情间而地变淡
但是，还是打从心底地怀念那段和你们在一起的日子，那么疯狂
大学生活没有想象中的有趣多彩
忙绿的生活里总是有小考，繁重的功课
有时候，会在想是否自己的决定是对的，是否自己的选择没有错的
有时候，会有些许的后悔
很多时候，很害怕，很担心，很无助
随着年龄的增长，开始学会自己独立去面对，不想跟任何人坦承心事了，因为那只是我一个人的事吧……
害怕辜负了大家……
经历了许许多多……明白人生道路并没有那么平坦~
可是生命中就是有很多的不如意吧
所以，不要气馁，努力往前走~
也许时间距离将我们隔了很远，让我们间的感情间而地变淡
但是，还是打从心底地怀念那段和你们在一起的日子，那么疯狂
大学生活没有想象中的有趣多彩
忙绿的生活里总是有小考，繁重的功课
有时候，会在想是否自己的决定是对的，是否自己的选择没有错的
有时候，会有些许的后悔
很多时候，很害怕，很担心，很无助
随着年龄的增长，开始学会自己独立去面对，不想跟任何人坦承心事了，因为那只是我一个人的事吧……
害怕辜负了大家……
经历了许许多多……明白人生道路并没有那么平坦~
可是生命中就是有很多的不如意吧
所以，不要气馁，努力往前走~
2013/03/01
Great and sad...
Having a great moment with new friends this two days! But ignoring about the tests...
We walked about 15 minutes just for to take lunch at Macdonald yesterday! Fortunately, we didn't get lost and back to school safely...
Today, as a celebration of finished the test, we went another location. But this time, we went there by car. One of my friend be the driver. We arrived there safely and enjoyed our lunch happily with bringing jokes while dining. After that, we had Chatime. It's my first time drinking Chatime, not bad.
When we decided to go back to school, we noticed that none of us recognized the road! How come?
Then my friend just drive with his sixth sense. But, result showed that we all are road-blind.
Finally, we went back to school after asking people and google map...
And, we came late to the class! We had think many reasons that why we're late in order to answer our lecturer. However, she didn't ask. Fortunately, many classmates were late too.
How amazing that this's my first time came late to class!
Anyway, it's great to have some friends who will laugh loudly together.
I concluded that it's possible to make friends even my social skills is damn poor. It's because we meet each other everyday...
Okay, it's all about great part. For sad part...
I had ruined my tests... so depressing... just hope everything can being smoothly...
Ouchhh.... There's two reports and assignments with me...
We walked about 15 minutes just for to take lunch at Macdonald yesterday! Fortunately, we didn't get lost and back to school safely...
Today, as a celebration of finished the test, we went another location. But this time, we went there by car. One of my friend be the driver. We arrived there safely and enjoyed our lunch happily with bringing jokes while dining. After that, we had Chatime. It's my first time drinking Chatime, not bad.
When we decided to go back to school, we noticed that none of us recognized the road! How come?
Then my friend just drive with his sixth sense. But, result showed that we all are road-blind.
Finally, we went back to school after asking people and google map...
And, we came late to the class! We had think many reasons that why we're late in order to answer our lecturer. However, she didn't ask. Fortunately, many classmates were late too.
How amazing that this's my first time came late to class!
Anyway, it's great to have some friends who will laugh loudly together.
I concluded that it's possible to make friends even my social skills is damn poor. It's because we meet each other everyday...
Okay, it's all about great part. For sad part...
I had ruined my tests... so depressing... just hope everything can being smoothly...
Ouchhh.... There's two reports and assignments with me...
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